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Name: Jesters


Interests: is that smile i see just a front a way to get people to stop asking a way to let them think everythings ok is that smile really a frown and that glow in your eye really a tear are you really smiling or is it all a lie? for you see, i'm just like you i smile when i want to frown i laugh when i want to cry i put on a brave face so no one will ask i do the same as you so i can tell... dont lie to me i can see through the mask the court jester is really a crying clown take off the mask dont lie to me
Expertise: what can i say to make you see? what can i do for you to make you understand? you're the one i love you're the one i need when you look at me its heaven and when you touch me i want to cry because i know we can never be


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Wednesday, November 23, 2005

what happens in the closet stays in the closet
a kiss is a secret between our lips
but on the other side of the door
it doesnt exist
words
are just the whispers of ghosts
echoing in the walls
distant
surreal
and we are barely a myth
a story
remaining untold


Tuesday, November 22, 2005

ohmygodtodaywassomuchfun

 

"where's mary?"
"i dont know, try right in front of you"
"OH CRAP!"

"Hey where's steve?"
"oh shut up"

ha ha. that was shweet. steve is so oblivious. i think the only thing steve and i did ALL day, was talk about sex. dead serious. we're going to write a porno. it will be called phone sex adventures. because we rock each others socks. we're so weird. and when we got to the play, all we did was play bash. we made fun of almost everything. "my song will live forever!" what song? we had no clue. obviously the song died. some woman turned around and told us to shut the fuck up. she was a bitch. it was a good play, but steve and i couldnt take it seriously, we had to make fun of it. i enjoyed myself. oh and btw, steve has no hormones, hes not a real man.


Sunday, November 20, 2005

you kick me when i'm down
there's nothing i can do
you bring me so much pain
but i'm helpless without you

you've gone off the edge
tears fill up my eyes
you've disappeared for good
along with the lies

the lies that were for my sake
didnt do me any good
you wanted what was right
like anyone else would

but now i'm all alone
without you to hold me tight
mom i need you still
to tell me what's right....

 

i'm so scared...


Thursday, September 29, 2005

Come to me, my curious children
Gather ‘round the firelight
Lend me your hearts as well as your ears
As I whisper of a young couples plight

He laid pink roses by her side
To be there for when she would wake
A silent reminder of what he said
An apology for his sake

Their perfume filled her heart
Before she realized his gift
At once she broke into tears
Because she thought they began to drift

He felt her sorrow and his guilt
He wanted her to forgive his sin
But it did not matter what he said
Because her heart he could not win

She was hurt and forlorn
Unable to trust her love once more
She wanted to hide from all the pain
She receded to her room and locked the door

He sat outside her window
Refusing to take his leave
He wanted her forgiveness
He wanted her to believe

"I would never hurt you" he said
Her only response was "You did"
"I’m ever so sorry" her true love did claim
"I will do whatever you bid"

With tears in her eyes and anger in her heart
She opened her window wide to yell
"Be gone from my sight and my world,
I bid you, go to hell!"

It was then his turn to cry his tears
As he turned away
She knew that she had spoken ill
But what else was she to say?

He disappeared from her world
As his love had told him to
He tried to find the gates of hell
And soon they were in his view

She could not take it anymore
And set off to find her true love
In attempt to heal both their wounds
And again be pure as the dove

She found him at the gates of hell
Begging for his entrance
"She told me to come and so I did!"
In a voice that had changed since his absence

His eyes were red, filled with pain
His voice hoarse and broken
He moved as if dying
The reason remaining unspoken

"Oh my love, what a fool I’ve been!"
She shouted from her hiding place
She ran to him as quick as she could
Feeling safe again in his embrace

They wept in each others arms
Until it was time to go
For they always had what they wanted
Little did they know

By the time they returned
Her vase was tilted
The flowers had died
Each petal crumpled and wilted

But it did not matter
The roses had not survived
As long as they had each other
Was the conclusion upon which they arrived

And that is the story of a maiden so fair
And her love both bold and devoted
"Love lasts longer than a rose"
Or so I heard it quoted.


Sunday, September 11, 2005

looking through you're window
wishing you'd let me in
the snow falls faster
and i'm so longing
and my tears are falling
why cant you see?

its so cold outside
wont you please just let me in
its so cold outside
why can i never win?

you lock me out with insecurity
you keep me out with fear
but all i want to do is love you
make all that we feel so clear

the snow falls faster
and i'm so longing
my tears fall faster
baby cant you see?

its so cold outside
and your arms look so warm
its so cold outside
cant your feelings reform?
its so cold outside...



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